Tuesday, February 15, 2011

it's really over ; eleven

Guys I know it's been WAY too long, but I was reading over some of these and thought I might be able to get some inspiration going. So I hope you enjoy this one :)
OH and I've been spending alot of time on Mibba, which is where I have a few new stories as well, so you should go read some :)


I sat outside of her hotel room, and I couldn't knock on the door. I wouldn't answer her phone calls, or her texts. I hoped she would open the door, but after two hours, nothing.

"Max?" I heard the door click and wouldn't stand up. I just stared at her, and she just smirked, "What's up?"

I finally stood up, and she knew something was wrong.


"Julie, something happened"


"I talked to Annie"

"Well that's great, how'd it go?"

I was going to break her heart again. She'll never forgive me this time.

"Not good"

Her expression fell, and her eyes turned sad, "What happened Max?"

"She's pregnant"


The words came out of his mouth, and my heart felt like it literally snapped. I squeezed my eyes shut, keeping out the tears, and hoping this was all just a dream. A sick dream.

I opened my eyes and he was standing there, and I knew it was no dream.

"Well be happy with her" I went to shut the door but he put his hand on it and I wasn't strong enough, so I let him in. Which is what started this whole thing in the first place.

"Julie, it's not that simple"

"So what are you going to do?"

"You know I have to--"

"Stay, I know. You have obligations, and I'm not denying she's pregnant, but I know she's using this to keep you. She knows without that baby, you're back in my arms again"

"I'm sorry"

"I don't even know why I came here"

"Julie, I know you--"

"You know it feels like you did this on purpose"

"Did what?"

"Came back, make me fall for you all over again and then pull the rug out from under me. I'm losing you all over again, what did I do to deserve feeling like that again?"

"You didn't do anything" he looked sincere, but at this point it was really hard to believe him.

"You know if you go this time Max, I'm going home, and there will be nothing left for us. I'm not taking you back to be thrown away again"

"I'm not throwing you away"

"You should have talked to her before last night. I fell in love with you all over again last night Max, you made me feel--"


"Perfect, when every single day since you left, I felt like I wasn't enough for you"

"I'm not giving up on you, I'm just...delayed"

"I can't wait for you Max, as soon as you see that baby, you're going to fall in love with her again..."

"You don't know that"

"You're telling me, the moment you see your baby, and see their mother, you're going to be able to leave them...for me?"


"Don't call me that, just get out, this is done Max, don't come near me again" I felt the tears burning in my eyes and he wasn't budging, "Just go!" I raised my voice this time and he tried to come closer to me.

"Je suis désolé" he whispered it as he wrapped his arms around me. It's what started our relationship, and it was now ending it.

I pulled away and stepped back from him, "Go, please"

"I can't do that"

"Get out Max, because you know I will call the cops...I don't care who you are, just get out"


"Get. Out."

He finally turned on his heel, grabbed the door and slammed it behind him. Just the slam from the door was enough to knock me down to the floor. He left me again, how was I supposed to recover this time?